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2009-03-12T12:58:00.000-07:00

new <-- moved.

2009-03-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

pop loh!

and it's already 11march, and im out of bmtc already. haha when it was time to put on the jockey caps, i saw my coy mate's mother walking towards him with tears in the eyes. reaching him, her first instinct was to lay her hands upon her son--worn out after a 24km roadmarch. then she started to massage him around his shoulders, looking at him right in the eye with love.

it touched me so much i couldn't help but tear abit as well, even though it wasnt happening to me at all. haha. and it reminded me about huiqi's attempt to collect the ben and jerry's ice cream from jontay. but all she could do was... yea. and i couldn't help but responded similarly after looking at it all.

but yea, it's really been fast, that all have been over with such haste.. and into the next phase of my military life already. but ya, now i have 11 days of leave to enjoy! yayyyness. and in the mean time, i have to work out the course of my studying life. will be going to nus open house this weekend to find out more.

anw. i suck at communications mann. i fail to express alot of what i actually feel and think. need to grow in this as well yea.

2009-02-07T23:04:00.000-08:00

haha into my 5th week of bmt.
here are my key events left in bmt:

fieldcamp: 11-16feb
sit test: 23-25feb
ippt: 27feb
gamesday+recruit's evening: 2mar
GRADUATIONPARADE: 11mar

and cause of the stupid pop being so late i cannot go watch jason mraz concert. :/ siannnn. its sold out long ago anw.

anw cause of ns i personally feel that there's alot alot that are left unspoken and uncommunicated, to alot of ppl around me. ah.. so many people, so much to say, so little time.

about ns itself, how im dealing with it, and handling my own spiritual life at the same time. haha i think i owe alot of ppl some proper updates. whatever it is, i really do feel that God is slowly moulding me to be a man of God, through many areas. the quality of my private life, how i still continue to maintain the disciplines of word and prayer, love for ppl and my r/s w God.
and i realised as well, how selfish i was, how little i loved people, and how i so allowed my ministry to dictate my walk with God. initially when i had no ministry, i "created" my own ministry by setting goals that i wanted to achieve at the end of bmt. i think im crazy. loll.

i miss congregational worship as well.

anw i really thank God for alll the people He put in my life. ajcg, the clm, my study gang, zion, singers, my past and present shepherds.

yea. now to write cards that i owe alot of ppl. =)

2009-01-26T21:32:00.000-08:00

yay bookedout.

shall have a quickpost before i become enslaved to the authorities of the army again. mm no wait, i already am enslaved.. lol.

thoughts, thoughts.
With no ministry to hold you back, how high a standard would you live in your private life.
And so how high a sense of joy and purpose would you find now in your life?
Fed with the wrong things, you need to ensure right spiritual diet. Exercise filter on your inputs.

i need to discipline and purify my mind alot alot.
thus i came up w a list of verses to meditate and vocalize, as Steven Furtick says.

Perhaps the particular denomination you grew up in didn’t emphasize speaking the Word of God. Mine didn’t. Rest assured though, speaking the Word isn’t a denominational thing. It’s a Biblical thing.

ya! shall pack now. its getting late..

2009-01-07T21:37:00.000-08:00

AHHHHH. the latest news.

2008 GCE O-Level results to be released on Jan 12
By Ca-Mie De Souza, Channel NewsAsia | Posted: 07 January 2009 1719 hrs

SINGAPORE: The Ministry of Education said the results of the 2008 GCE O-Level Examination will be released on January 12.

School candidates may collect their results from their schools at 2pm.

Private candidates will be informed by post. They may also access their results through the Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board website at www.seab.gov.sg from 2pm on Monday.

Students can apply for Junior Colleges, the Millennia Institute, Polytechnics and the Institute of Technical Education online at www.moe.gov.sg/education/admissions/jae.

The Joint Admissions Exercise registration period is on for five days starting from 3pm on Monday and ending at 4pm on Friday.

The Education Ministry said posting results are tentatively scheduled to be out on January 30.

An application fee of S$7 will be charged for the first application, and S$10 for amendment of choice(s) to the submitted application.

JAE applicants are allowed to amend their submitted application only once. They will not need to make their fee payment online during the JAE period.

All JAE application fees will only be collected after the exercise by the institution that the applicant is eventually enrolled in. - CNA/vm

and so i guess A's will be out very soon too. o.o

housework.

2009-01-06T10:00:00.001-08:00

ahh. ahaha.

i can't believe i did so much housework within the past 2 weeks. hahah. time to makeup for all that i didnt do.

2009-01-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

had ct retreat at pulau ubin earlier! and i saw my second home faraway, on an island called pulau tekong. anyway i took this shot. very nice. and it reminded me of the phrase, "the anchor of my soul".

nice, sunset off the bumber boat we took back to mainland Singapore.

anyway whilst walking the boardway at chekjava area. i had to rush off for the pri sch gathering so was walking in front, wanting to quickly finish off the sightseeing (which well, isnt really a sightseeing cause i simply just rushed through) then suddenly had the urge to slow down and appreciate the surroundings, and experience God through the nature.

then was just thinking. manytime in life, we whisk-off with our many to-dos, immersing ourselves in busyness. and we fail to slow down and stop around, to appreciate the beauty of life and enjoying the process itself. :/

its not how many things that you've done, but the quality of it. how well you do. ahh, i think 2008 was just a hectic year, doing alot of things alone. and it was just, alot of things. i felt busy. that's about it.

what an idiot i am. hahahaha.

mm and so I pray that 2009 would be different. tho' yes its still gna be busy cause of NS, but i really do want to go slow, and do it with God. yes. slowly, but doing it well. so dear Lord I want to be close to you, so i can confidently say that I'm really close to You.

okay. 5 more days.
needtowritecards.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2008-12-07T09:53:00.000-08:00

click HERE!

it's this really cool flash animation of a Christmas story that is to be!

enjoy!

let me know what ya think, and if you're in for it at,
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2008-12-07T03:00:00.001-08:00

things i hate most when organising things.

1 uncontactability
2 settling on an agreeable and feasible date

dear God, would you reveal some insights into this? lol.

2008-11-30T08:20:00.000-08:00

oh man this is so sweet and nice. lol. someone showed it to me. wahaha.

but honestly. it would be so cool if my wife can sing like that with me on my wedding. LOL.

2008-11-25T00:45:00.001-08:00

the holidays have been rather fulfilling and exciting. trying new things I have never really tried before, and involving myself in possible internships and job shadowing to get into my desired course.

haven't really got a day where I was literally stonning and wasting time away. and more importantly, i've decided to really make this holiday a good one.

one of growth and breakthroughs.

I'm determinded to have a breakthrough this holidays. but it also means depending on God big, big time. so I will make sure I depend on Him increasingly. for afterall as the song goes, without You, I can do nothing. But with You I am strong. so yea.

I so wanna beat my body blue-black to live as a salt and light holistically in this world.

cause God is simply so great and so deserving. when I worship I am but captivated and blown away.. and amazed by how much you can bear with me despite the so many things that I do and make You sorrowful. :X

okay okay. now to go for the chalet..

more to come Lord, more to come. Let's do it allllll together k. force me to depend on You, and let nothing be done without You. =)

there, finally a post after so long. loll.

2008-09-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

this is by far, my favourite version of im yours by jason mraz.
hahah. this song simply just, hypes me up.. =)

yeaaa. he's so good larr. ha. very good showmanship. but wonder how's he like, face to face..

2008-06-15T04:31:00.001-07:00

suddenly feel really excited about jonah..
shall continue to meditate upon it!
=))))

thank you God. reveal more of it to me and grow me!!

without You I can do nothing
with You I am strong

2008-05-30T08:35:00.000-07:00

dont be loyal to Hope.

but only be loyal to Hope,
because Hope is loyal to God
and you want to be loyal to God.

yea. same to your shepherds/leaders..

things in my mind aft wfl..

2008-05-25T19:13:00.000-07:00

ah, sorrry that this was late. but,

happy birthday boey!

2008-05-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

flower duet from "lakine"

2008-04-27T08:26:00.000-07:00

its been a some time since i spent some time with my family. a part of me which i hfnt been able to fulfill. haha, but it feels really great after the whole thing.. being together and all. had some dinner celebration for my grandma's birthday. and so yea, ate thaifood and i managed to eat the spicy crab. wahaha. soon i'll be able to eat all the laksa more and more already. =) feel more strengthened now, somehow. after some sleep, some time where i put all things aside. haha. i really think i have to slot in regular sabaths, to pace myself for the long haul.

just a little nice stanza from corinne may,
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

anyway i have no training this wednesday! yay. such celebrated happenings should happen more frequently, that i may elate in more of such days.

and i've been thinking about growth last night.. areas of growth. 4 and going. :/ hmm. many to consider. to just arrow in one, and whole-heartedly grow in it. to reach my heyday prime, nourished, and filled with the spirit.. and it really is about making a decision everday, every hour, every minute before any of those things really happen. God help me please, in such areas.

maybe i should consider long D swimming/running to stretch attention span to narrow my focus.

and off i go to physics spa.. and I'm glad it doesnt seem that daunting alr. hah.

2008-04-12T09:47:00.000-07:00

thank God for my caregroup. caregroup caregroup, and unit caregroup. =)

2008-04-10T19:15:00.000-07:00

God is good. amen.

2008-04-06T10:21:00.000-07:00

alright. just came back from sentosa. ahah. was a really wonderful day.
had great time together with the coreteam. =)

so weekeong, nathan, shawn, samuel and shem's gna enter ns this week.
then i guess the cg can go down to send nathan and hanniel togetehr this thurs since we have E-learning day and dont have to go schoool! hhahaha.

alright. im really refreshed and strengthened by sucha great bunch of people.
but always remember, inner renewal is what that matters most. the greatest gift that you can give to anyone or contribute to any group is your own spiritual life.

grow grow grow. walk with Him daily. =)

shall update the picts again... really took, alot alot of very interesting picts. =)

2008-03-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

blogger just ate up my post. ahh.
such inane technical hiccups. :/

2008-03-29T09:33:00.000-07:00

a marvelous song, story. =)

2008-03-23T08:49:00.001-07:00

sigh.

i just read this article, written 15th March on ST, about Varsity Squeeze.
upon reading it, i got extremely sianned by it.

it writes than amongst the 1,950 applicants for the most competitive medical course in Singapore, only 250 got in.

thats 12.8% of the applicants. (and by my estimation relative to the whole cohort, its only 2% of it. 1.98%)

and all of them have straight As. more than 7 distinctions. with many, many interns. fantastic CCA records. (captain, overseas CIP, overshadowing doctors in Hospitals during holidays, etc.)

lol. i should pray about alternative choices, which i can make for the time being. maybe i'll end up being a doctor only after 21 years, like Dr William Tan. LOL. But... its still tough. :/

ahhhhh. what other courses...? :/

2008-03-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

psalm 119:1
blessed are they whose ways are blameless,
who walk according to the law of the LORD

when you're different, you're different. when you're blessed and when God is with you, things are significantly different. and you'll be the exceptional few who are different.

its a choice, to choose your ways. to choose a blameless life, or one which is deceitful and full of hypocrisy.

a walk consists of many steps. it takes a journey, a period of continual obedience and acts of blamelessness to fulfill it.

and only the Word of God counts. nothing but the infallible truth.

here's my verse of the day. something i meditated on, as i tried my best to allow it to sink in... in response to psalm119:11 - i have hidden your word in my heart that i might not sin against you.

i need to live a balanced life... :x

anw i just learned a new game in singers' farewell for mau, harry and one more person which i cant rmbb. ha. its really fun and interesting! gna try play it with my frns ard or during cg or sth! =)

2008-03-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

hahah.,vgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiioooooooo ggggggggggggggggggggggggggg v

randomness.
off to bed.

from the inside out

2008-03-17T11:12:00.000-07:00

change is from within.
so is life lived from within.

2008-03-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

yay i just signed up for deviantart. and i feel so artsy now... haha.

2008-03-12T08:10:00.000-07:00

haha. been lacking the mood to blog anything proper or ok these few days...
and was sick too.

(and i got poked by the doctor's needle twice this week.)

hahahahahah.

thgats beside the point. anyway, many things have happened, and im too lazy to recount. and i dont have the pictures to, anyway.

today went for piano. then metamorphosis! haha. then dinner, then concert. =) then...... we (the caregroup) went to eat cafe cartel together. haha. its me who intro-ed them into the half-priced cakes thing. they are all going to grow fat cause of all the high-carbo-glucose intake. HAHAH.

and then there i am home. gna meet ppl tmr. watch leap years. study. meet jontay. yay.

♥

2008-03-02T07:34:00.000-08:00

caleb.

living and doing each ordinary day with an extraordinary friend.

this month bears much meaning.

a new month, new living, new life. ha.

well... now to act upon it!

celebrated litings birthday.

bluffed her here and here. then gave her a total of about 12 roses like the ones shown below. haha. for those who might know, this is another attempt to mimic the valentine's shot i look in cj. but the rose really very nice lei!

hah. made her walk around various spots at ps to find us, listening to our affirmations, before heading towards istana park. then we arranged the tea candles in the following formation, (to copy her signature symbol. lol.) and prayed for her.

i bet the family which walked past us thought that we were a cult. lol.

maybe a normal heart shape would have done the trick. but oh well...

so this was sunday..

2008-02-26T07:10:00.000-08:00

ahh. tomorrow got competition. haha. and the j3s are crashing for breakfast! haha. things seem really exciting larr! haha.

mm ya so i must read thru my competition plan and sleep early. and qt..
thurs got econs time pract. ahh.

and so one term is gone. ha.

so there's one term less to study/catchup.
one term less in school to outreach.
one term closer to A's.

i think the wings that time has really grow over the years..

2008-02-24T20:55:00.000-08:00

Ezekiel 14:21-23

21 "For this is what the Sovereign LORD says: How much worse will it be when I send against Jerusalem my four dreadful judgments—sword and famine and wild beasts and plague—to kill its men and their animals! 22 Yet there will be some survivors—sons and daughters who will be brought out of it. They will come to you, and when you see their conduct and their actions, you will be consoled regarding the disaster I have brought upon Jerusalem—every disaster I have brought upon it. 23 You will be consoled when you see their conduct and their actions, for you will know that I have done nothing in it without cause, declares the Sovereign LORD."

in the end God still loves us very much. in all, he disciplines us cause He simply loves us too much for us to go the wrong end; before it is too late.

urls

2008-02-19T00:28:00.001-08:00

http://www.bbc.co.uk/dna/h2g2/A654969 http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/in_depth/asia_pacific/1027824.stm

2008-02-10T08:34:00.000-08:00

1 john 5:3-4

3This is love for God: to obey his commands. And his commands are not burdensome, 4for everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith.

2008-02-08T11:48:00.001-08:00

oh hello.
i realise i hardly blog here.
or rather, my meaningful posts are in the other side. oh well.

haa. anw time for some pictures, which i rarely upload.
somethings that i did this week..

this is zhiwei wearing this plycard that we made for her. note the words on it. hahah. then she had to shake 5 people's hands. very embarrassing for her. hahah. just a wee bit of fun. haha.

we went iceskating!
then we took a group picture in the rink! ha. quite fun lar. i really dont mind going back again. =) but its very expensive tho'... BTW, there was kangseng too! thank God for him for cmg down jsut for lunch, tho he wasnt susposed to come out. ha.

thereafter we went iceskating! hahah. and this stupid weekeong just had to to do this AA stunt, blocking pohchoon. sometimes... i wonder is he really 18 or just... not. ha.

then there was the unit steamboat on tuesday! haha. the guys only. was really nice and enjoyable. a very family affair. haaah. and we had yusheng too! next year, it must be more than TWICE as big!

then monday we actually had a meeting. then i suggested taking quanjiafu. but this sohweekeong JUST had to spoil every picture. he kept on doing sth stupid lar, to make the rest of us laugh and spoil the picture as well. the repercussion of your actions. :/ but it was very fun lar. sometimes, its nice with him being the joke at times la. hah.

and a really nice team picture i took! haha. it was used in singhun's birthday scrapbook. then i just cute and pasted my picture at the space between zhiwei and kangseng. haha. it looked real eh.

and this was on wed morning in sch. a picture of jelvin and i. hahahah. looks great right! hahah. we were suspsoed to be dismissed at 10. but we were dismissed at 9.20 instead. gd ehh. haha. i went to collect my spects there after but then it was closed again... rawrrr.

so thats abt it.
oh and my CNY with my family is like spent out all the time. at marinasquare, changi airport, at bugis. haha.

ok. i must go slp now.

2008-02-06T03:22:00.001-08:00

happy chinese new year people. hah.

enjoy this day. shall upload picts again. =)

2008-02-03T06:30:00.000-08:00

i feel so guilty.

how can actually feel so happy after buying so many things. just imagine the amount of money they spent. cause i actually bought 2 things which cost alot alot today.

but anyways, i must be very grateful to my parents.
and i should spend more time with my family, really. i shld really do something, and it starts first by just spending more time and talking more to them. ha, my dad was complaining that we (children) never spend time with him.

and i found out that my dad can be very/quiet humorous. i mean, he super joke la. cause there was this girl wearin this skirt with the word 'SURF' at the back. then he was saying, "what is that word? isit 'BEAT'? lets go beat it!" in his chinese/english way. haaa. and he made this crude joke earlier this morning that astonished me. and i shall not vaunt abt it, cause... the content of the joke is not right. haha.

okay. anw, actually i still have many areas of growth. its all got to do with my perspective and how i face things. about dependance on God, hunger for God, about truly being ready for the harvest. I guess God used last week to really slappy things into me. ha. grow grow grow. i need to work hard, properly. like, get things right, plan well, before you chiong. dont let folly slow you and create trouble.

65.90+96.00=161.90

die.
hahah.

ok, now to do the hoemwork im sitll halfway/not done with. chinese new year come alr, must not owe teacher homework. HAHAHA. okok cya! =)

2008-01-31T19:09:00.000-08:00

EDUCATION
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/education/mike_baker/1313238.stm
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/education/mike_baker/1569623.stm

vocab

2008-01-31T16:16:00.000-08:00

1 vaunted: praised boastfully or exceptionally
2 slated: to plan or designate (something) for a particular place and time; schedule:
3 pundit: a learned person; an internet pundit
4 carp: to find fault or complain querulously or unreasonably; be niggling in criticizing; cavil: to carp at minor errors
5 draconian: rigorous; unusually severe or cruel
6 cogent: convincing and to the point
7 polemics: the art or practice of disputation or controversy: a master of polemics.
8 circumvent: to go around or bypass
9 churlish: like a churl; boorish; rude
10 punitive: serving for, concered with, or inflicting punishments. disciplinary, correctional.
11 calibrating: to plan or devise (something) carefully so as to have a precise use, application, appeal
12 diminished: lesser; declined; reduced
13 predecessors: something that has been scceeded by another; foregoer; fomer
14 radical: thoroughgoing or extreme, esp. as regards change from accepted or traditional forms: a radical change in the policy of a company.

an attempt to electronize my gp homework. hahhh.

2008-01-29T08:06:00.000-08:00

actually, life's recently been kinda hectic for me to actually say whats been happening. alot of things la. haha. j2's life seriously is a whirl, is a breeze. cause 1 month past alr. and there's only 105 school days left. 105 points of difference. infact less than that, cuase time is simply ticking away.

and its yet in these times of rush and puff that you just want to freeze those moments which you enjoy, and then just stay in that split second, to indulge in-- but thats simply escapism. ha. that'll never come. cause thats life!

and im so glad that i always have sucha good and sturdy Big Guy up there to go through life with. hah. BGUT. new acronym aye.

certain points to take note.
i mustnt allow my own muse to replace time, really spent talking to you.
i mustnt let mundane life suck me into routines that i forget whats big ahead. whatever that truly matters at the end.
i mustnt neglect God.
i must be more disciplined.

now to just, look at what jeremiah has to say...

2008-01-28T07:59:00.000-08:00

i have a new hp number. bug me for it if you want. ha.

2008-01-17T08:54:00.000-08:00

it kinda suddenly hit me how lost people can get. about what they think, what they do and feel. and they need proper guidiance and mentorship cause they all have a good heart in the end.

ahhh i hate to get caught in mundane routinal living.

we were all created for something more. something greater for God. something that He can use us powerfully with.

i hate it when i see ppl's life in a wreck, and i somehow cant point them properly out even though the solution's in me. but then its cause, the solution/direction is sth thats... ingrained in my heart and you cant give your heart away?

LOL. ok, random muses. dont make sense. ://////

GODDDD. thanks for using me tonight during cg! =) im so glad to be able to serve. wahahah.

2008-01-16T06:23:00.000-08:00

ha! just came back from dinner at this new cafe/restaurant at dhoby exchange called just acia. its a pretty good place. it offers a set meal, with free flow drinks, coffees, and ice cream all from $5.90 onwards. i sound as if i work there and am furious to advertise it. its environment quite nice too. cause dhoby exchange quiet ulu and quiet. so its a great place for sharing if you'd like. =)

went with zhengxiang, taisoon, minhuay, jeremy, sicheng, peiying and singhun! (in order from where i was sitting). had a great time lar. enjoyable. but i hope it'll be more than that. =)

singhun (goldfish1), jeremy, ~~taisoon~~ zhengxiang, me, minhuay (goldfish2), sicheng and peiying. =)

ok. so now to the spree for work.

2008-01-14T07:40:00.000-08:00

today's a quite a busy day. kinda involved all around.

then aft school got the pe that our own class PE in an attempt to fulfill the class vision of everyone getting at least silver (for the guys,) for NAPHA. so, here goes all the extra training!

anyway, i see many people who are pretty happy and all in new school, with new friends, etc. but i wonder who's really filled with joy in their hearts...?

okok. i really thank God for all the peeps in thutmose. haha. esp zhengxiang, taisoon, sicheng, minhuay, peiying, etc etc. hah. ppl who are v on and always hangout tgt! =)

ok. nights!
i want to make this night fruitful.

2008-01-12T09:40:00.000-08:00

yay today was wearing my threadless shirt. very glad. hah, cause it looks really really nice. and i really really need to get a watch.

and oh im finally getting my handphone fixed plan tomorroww! i'm so excited. that i can be much mch more available and contactable. and mobile to do more things. handphone's such a wonderful invention in this era. so, so useful.

i hope i can get a nice/good phone tmr, cause alot of the phones these days are all... weird. and they hang easily. im gonna get starhub student's plan. oh yea.

Some snippets from the news letter from Rick Warren's Ministry Toolbox. Anyone one can ask me for the link ehh. haha.

The greater the opposition, the more you need to pray. Don’t take it out on other people; talk it out with God. That’s what Nehemiah does.

Leaders must build and battle at the same time. You never leave the wall to fight the enemy. You could spend all your time putting out fires and never complete what God has called you to do.

When you’re under attack, if the devil can get you to focus on the opposition, he’s won a major victory. You either focus on the opposition or you focus on the Lord.

The secret of success is to simply outlast your critics. There is nothing the devil would rather do more than make you stall on what God is calling you to do. Don’t let him do that. You’ve got to be persistent.

nights. signing off....

as a reminder --
isaiah 6:5-7
5 "Woe to me!" I cried. "I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the LORD Almighty."
6 Then one of the seraphs flew to me with a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with tongs from the altar. 7 With it he touched my mouth and said, "See, this has touched your lips; your guilt is taken away and your sin atoned for."

2008-01-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

i think i shall learn to blog meaningfully. so... yea.

anyway, still many areas of growth, and many areas to hope and trust God in.

and i think Orientation today's quite a success! at least for Thutmose, cause I really believe that despite not winning the final title, that everyone did enjoy themselves throughout and etc. anw, its now a period for all of them to get to know each other more on an individual basis since the momentum is thr for them to mix ard.

and i'm so thankful for the bonds established in this orientation. thankyou God for this group and for moving in their hearts. continue to work through me God! =)

ok, now for OG outing on sunday. and the next spree to clear the workpile. :/

2008-01-03T07:58:00.000-08:00

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
school starts, and this reminds me of all the stress and the workload. and how A's are coming and its 2wice or even 3x worst than O's. and all that comes along with it. stretched.

anyway, orientation's here! And i thank God for the people He put in my OG. quite open, responsive, and they are really co-operative. even some of the girls which i thought previously to be really quiet and all. but i guess, not to judge every book by its cover, and then there's the power of girls from girls school...

and and, ahh. Finale's tomorrow... this orientation's really short eh. :/ but oh well, better for my studies...

and oh, my new year resolutions! i must must must must fulfill themm! shall devote a post to it soon.

ok, shld be off now. ciao.

2007-12-30T08:10:00.001-08:00

its been ages since i last blogged cause of the stayovers that were all over this week. and many things which i want to do are thus still undone.

the whole heroes season 1 which is sitting in my comp.
the many Christmas cards which i owe.
holiday homework.

i must come up with regimes.

had wam retreat today. was quite different, somewhat refreashing. i guess i really need to go get a vision from God about this singers' ministry or sth. more than what we've already been doing all along. and ahh, im hungry nowww. :// shall go cook mee.

and i realised that i've been neglecting piano alot. so i really need to be faithful to it and practice it man.

coreteam retreat+count down tmr! whheeee! haaah. bless my walletx man.

God. i really need some help down there. please help/force me into doing things which are gd for myself.

2007-12-29T11:22:00.000-08:00

test

2007-12-22T09:07:00.000-08:00

i just had a random person adding me both on friendster and face book. rwar. i dont really care la. so i just added him. then i usually delete all facebook invites, till it was from this person. haha. i hope that i can talk to him soon! =)

anyway after today's Christmas party, whilst i was travelling back from outram park to eunos, i decided to read the cards that people wrote for me.

and after reading everything, i just feel so blessed by the people around me, by this great family of God that God placed me in.

I really cannot see how people can stand missing out all the good stuff that's inside. there are so, so much things in for us, which are beyond mere description. its something you need to immerse yourself in, and be blessed by it.

some of the cards were rather funny at times. take kat's card for example. there was this part which says "...once an AJCian, always an AJCian. even die also die as an AJC ghost." Then i like immediately burst out laughing in the train, that i had to cup my mouth to stifle my laugher, else people think I'm mentally abnormal... but some other were heart warming...

and i really thank God for the fruits that God has showered into my life recently. you really see how everything ripens, blooms and are now thriving as your past labour have born fruits. and these fruits are eternal. they are certainly heart warming... investment in people's lives/relationships are just about one of the greatest things that God wants you to do so much.

ok, singers' retreat tomorrow. and im very tired/sleepy now.

bottomline, im very thankful for the relationships forged in this house. they really do last...! =)

2007-12-20T06:04:00.000-08:00

oh yeah! i bought skinny jeans today, plus 2 threadless shirts a couple day ago with much help from gwenkhoo, that i managed to get each shirt at a cheap $13.00++! thanks alot gwennn!

2007-12-19T21:31:00.000-08:00

it was a cold night last night. hahah. and it still is cold now in the day.

its the Singaporean version of Christmas snow I suspose. heh.
the past few day's been a breeze cause of events happening one after another. the friday sports mcg, then SL, then the bbq party, then SL then now here I am in thursday already.

(and out of the many cards I need to write, I only wrote 2. DIE.)

HAHA. and hmwk's still like a mountain. hahhhh.
anyway there's this thing in me that I always forget what I told myself that I would want to blog during the earlier parts of the day. haha. ok la. i should go bathe to go out with mum soon.

(then got chance to ask her for Christmas service. oh yeah!)

hahah. and i hope that people are well...

2007-12-16T08:52:00.000-08:00

eating leftover pizzas noww. =)
the one w the cheese crust. yum.

tmr got sl.

anw, im organising a pre-Christmas bbq on tuesday! I need people to come! so come if you're free! =)

Tue afternoon, hougang! sms me k, if you free. then brg frns to eat for me. LOL. and got impressive entertainment! so call, 82388148!

ok. back to pizza eating...

2007-12-13T07:31:00.000-08:00

ah X29's over!

and everyones so so excited. and we almost had an online cg. hahah.
anyway, certain things just came into my mind.

that love for people is more than just mere :) :D :P or what. that, even tho' camp is just over, you still need to spend time daily with God. that you actually really have to read your bible everyday. that, its so important to have good relations with people ard. and that how much people need to be in this.

haha. life is short, make fun of it. (its a pun.)

anyway i went air rifle trg aft the camp and the chalet right aft that. had many short naps here and there tho. man i must be careful not to overwork my body. had headaches at one point of time. haha. (btw random thought, my family now have a weird habit to put bread into the refrigerator. but that would spoil its fluffy texture right?) then after that while going home with sihao, huiming, yanxian, jingxiu and wilson, accidentally met jonlim. haha. and i really couldnt believe that he was really going for ns. ahh, time flies. i wonder how i'd cope by then. then after that, met this guy who... nvm. i promised to put it aside. spoils mood anw.

then slept from 10am-6pm.

ok, so now its the time to work hard. many things to be doneeeee.

and talk abt the heaps of homework.

2007-12-03T07:57:00.000-08:00

think less, act more.

ahaha.

they dont understanddddd. =)

OGL TODAY. haha. abit draggy. but, somehow alright.

an unfinished memoir.

2007-12-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

ahaha today's quite a happy day. together with aj! haha. we took so many photos that i think almost became a public nuisance or something. haha. then we started doing many weird things -- piggybacking everyone, taking jump shots, singing the boleh cheer in the lift suddenly, trying to exceed having 20 people in the nexus lift... etc.

hahah.

=) wah i think im gna miss the current ajcg. but oh wells, growth = change. so really nd to move on and really look forward, for things which are greater and more brilliant than its current state and stature. w/w? hah.

and its a happy day ystd too, cause it was church prayer meet. but im still unsatisfied, cause i really nd to grow moreeeeeeee. and at a faster rate. i nd to overcome, quickly.

preparation! 7days, more to camp, X29.

2007-11-30T09:12:00.000-08:00

i wna blog. but then v late alr so i wna slp. so shld i slp or blog. ah i think i shld slp. lol. mm. i shld spend time praying first. aye.

ok.

anw im v glad today cause the church prayer meet was at touch community center! which means, its super near my house, that i can walk home. like finally a location that's near my place. yay. alrighttt. anyway, tomorrow there's choir pract, so im gg! haha. =)

eh. nd to slp soon. rawr. if not cannot wake up again.

anyway, i feel so empowered and strengthened! haha.

and thanks to chuande who so graciously just gave me his shoes! haha. now i got proper shoes to run in, and not run in dunks or sneakers alr. yay. alright, here's some motivation to exercise more! =)

ok. ciao.

2007-11-23T08:14:00.001-08:00

thailand got nice bk!

my mum just came back from thailand and im eating all that she bought... haha.

2007-11-23T05:13:00.000-08:00

lol. i just checked my email and i saw a newsletter from OG about their promotions during Christmas! and guess what's the promotion about? haha. its on Triumph products. -.- rawr. hahah. its so weird laa. but anw i just kinda del the email.

anw i found my controller. HAHAH. it was at home. :XXXX but then i really remember bringing it out lei! hahah. maybe it was flashbacks from the previous day as i took the controller from jontay's hse back home.

hey big guy. i really hope that things would work out in your will tmr! let the lost be found, let the ppl come. hoho. anw, i wonder who would be singing the chi song. HAHA. i think qianjin and someone? or even shaun. ._. hmmmmmmmm.

2007-11-22T08:39:00.000-08:00

*mournes*

maybe i should have simply left everything alone at jontay's house ystd. -slouches-
rwarrrrrr. i should settle on a moving on date. lol. if i still cant get anything tomorrow, i'm giving up hope of it being left in rix's house... :///

ok its just my ps2 controller. lol. so better not kick up a big fuss. (but actually im depressed inside. T.T lol. )

and yes! i finally played majong myself for the first time ystd! and i owned weekeong, pohchoon and jontay! WAHAHAHAHAHAH. i got the pong pong hu! so in total i got 8 tais. So i got lotsa moolah! w00t. hahahaha.

ok. im back to playing msn games, hexic with pohchoon and yihui now! gg off at... 1.30 latest. haha.

2007-11-19T17:18:00.000-08:00

i have a sore throat.
i have 2 ulcers on my tongue.
i have 2 ulcers in my mouth.

rwar. T.T

Heal please, God.

2007-11-19T13:14:00.001-08:00

done done done done done!

finally done with the lineart of the class-tee!

now to do the colouring. which shouldnt be too much of a prob.
this is done with a mouse, and GIMP. wahahahah. spent abt 3hrs+. not very wow, but its a personal accomplishment somewhat. i drew sth else other than manga style with lineart. wahah. comments please, if any!

ok i nd to slp.

2007-11-19T08:04:00.000-08:00

today went to Great World City to watch Enchanted with pohchoon cause he won preview tickets! and i saw xiaxue there. ._.

and i saw her in her trueform. wow. haha. pohchoon and i were joking about shouting out weird stuffs during the screening of the adverts like "XIAXUE WO AI NI!" or "XIAXUE WO HEN NI!" that kind of thing. haha. but then, it was just a thought la.

the show's really nice anyway, and really funny too. it'll trigger all your kindergarten moments somehow? like you feel so awww inside when you see how the princess really reacts so innocently and cutely in reality. haha. its good to have some of such elements in life. but too much is ignorance.

and we saw this shop which has a living room set up with Christimas decorations. we couldnt resist it and took shots of it. haha.

and i purposely took it from the backview so there's this sense of longing in it. haha. but if there's this lil' kid really staring at it, and taken from the perspective view... it'd look much better. but the decorations were really nice!

2007-11-17T10:12:00.001-08:00

HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHA. I must blog about this!

GO WATCH. ENOUGH SAID. ROFLLLLL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eNyKIaYsWck
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJUknqGugXA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ny221BpCtD4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2jktnQVlNyE

PS: my mum heard me laughing so badly she came to see whats so funny. lol.

2007-11-15T08:31:00.000-08:00

Hah, today's been a dayyyy. Haven't felt anything like this in a pretty long time... Probably its good, so I'll feel less guilty, somewhat. Anyway, I suddenly feel that French is beautiful.

Je suis très fatigué.

Anyway I stink so badly now I think I can cause people around me to nauseate and collasp. Hah. Okay, probably it ain't that bad la...

Je dois m'approprier mon temps de repos dans mon programme.

MMMMMM. I feel like have a great day tomorrow to myself, somewhat. Hah. But then again, it'd be boring to share your joy to yourself. =) I'll see how tomorrow will be like again.

Tonight's not over yet, Jon. There's still a few more miles to cover. So hurry up. Brush up and touchup, and continue this good work. And I refer to the class tee-shirt. LOL. :XXXXX

I pray I can finish before I doze off... :X

... et après mon temps tranquille avec Dieu.

2007-11-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

ahaha. am now at my mum's center. earlier, i spent about 1 hour trying to set up this 3x3 majong "canvas". and it was extremely tedious and irritating as the fans were all blaring strong winds beneath the majong sheets from the sides. thus the ends of the majong paper were all sprawling and floating all around, overlapping onto each other. and it was such a pain in the neck to have to put paper weights all over the corners and edges to make them stay put, so i can do my alignment properly. but halfway through, the center part still turned out slightly squashed and creased. rawr.

later on i managed to get one of my mum's staff to turn off one the fans-- the one which switch evaded my search to turn it off. :/ then i managed to finish the last part of the draft before finally wrapping things up...

it also because due to the fact that all the kids were all waking up from their nap. and all their eyes were like glued to me or something. as though i was some new zoo exhibit. hahah. but then again when you were much younger, whenever something new appears, it simply draws all the curiosity out of you to enter this trance of observation. hahah.

anyway, i just forced my lineart's sketch across some of the uneven surfaces and it made the majong paper tore as the majong sheets were very thin. :/

ok. now to stone here abit till 4pm, before i make myway to khatib mrt for badminton. yay! =)

shall spend some time reading Ecclesiastes. Its actually very enjoyable reading the word, and to understand by comparing the NIV version with the other online versions. check out the MSG and NLT, it really helps you to comprehend the passage! =)

o f f ff ffff fff f f f !

2007-11-13T09:18:00.000-08:00

http://video.msn.com/?mkt=en-us&fg=rss&vid=b1a8f05f-8ffd-49d8-99c1-d5820188671e&from=im_default

accidentally click on the link on msn. but then, just watched. its abt the arising emo generation. hhaha. i cant believe it. its not just in singapore, but its world-wide. this shows how screwed up the world is, i suspose? like how when a country reaches a state of development, the emo culture shows up... in the youths. :/

aiyah. ://

why cant all the kids now all kai qiao and grow up. lol.

BTW I SAW 2 V V V V V FUNNY VIDEOS.

http://elaughs.blogspot.com/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8Ujoxsqxps&eurl=http://elaughs.blogspot.com/

HAHAHAHAHAH.

2007-11-13T08:40:00.001-08:00

FOOD FROM IKEA ROXXXXXXXXXxxx. CELEBRATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.

YUM. AMEN. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd

2007-11-12T21:37:00.000-08:00

!@#$%^&*()_+ i woke up at 12.30 today. ://

ohwells. lets make gd use of the rest of the day.

2007-11-11T10:58:00.000-08:00

just saw this folder on my desktop, entitled "phone pictures".

and it really draws me to all the memories captured with my ex-beloved k750i. given a chance to have a new phone, I'll still choose my beloved k750i , above all the other better cyber shot phones. which leads me to this picture,

ahah. i think james will kill me for this picture, but ah heck! with a decent camera phone, you can do something stupid like this! ahah. XD (btw, aint the photo of really good quality! captured with only 2 megapix!)

and then there's this really nice shot which i took in cj. there's no meaning etched in it. just that the macro contrast makes the whole effect nice. =D

and then this picture with my beloved grandma.

and this with part of the zion! =D this super act cute shot after dennis' effort to teach the whole northeast about passion, etc through drama!

lastly, the super 1337 class in AJ! ahahahaha. PS: i drew it. =D

so thats about it. ahah. i miss k750i. -mournes-

2007-11-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

yea yea. finally cleaned + restringed my guitar, so now it looks and sounds really great! ahaha. =D the sound's more warm and bright now! =)

anw, was just talking to some old ppl, hahah. as in, the old birds. then read some blogs. then, realised that in the past i was very easily influenced. in parts of my chrisitian walk, there were part that i choose to be influenced by people around. and, to allow things such as faithlessness, bad-spiritedness and etc to invoke my heart. haha. but oh well, kinda over it. im now in a mood to blog things down, so i wanna blog. haha. wanna write stuffs, down.

dont let the mundane over run you, jon. must be faithful to all your giftings, talents, interests and passions. they are there for a reason, aye?

i want to buy a new earpiece for my comp! someone please buy me that? hahah.

and i pray for all the ycom ppl. i think they all look dead and are seriously stressed out with camp and school work. haha. pray for them too would ya? jiancong, layling, steven, huili? haha. jiayou! you guys are doing a great work!

2007-11-08T07:19:00.000-08:00

i think im officially like a regular at jontay's house. i've been going there many times, and i already sleptover at his place for 3 times. haha. anyway, had caregroup there! was quite fun, ehehe. and we almost never fail to play majong when we go there. his ps2 is a confirm must la. but, aye, thankGod for jontay for opening up his house!

ate lots of chocolates earlier. ah, all the fat. haha. anw i told myself to run 3x per week from this coming week onwards, starting on sunday! haha. ppl pls go run with me. =)

eh. ok, i must rmb to refresh myself on my own accord! =D

2007-11-06T08:41:00.000-08:00

ever since ive got this blog, ive been putting on short posts. oh wells.

had a great and enjoyable time today! first with pohchoon! haha. i got him to go to my house, and we kinda just lazed around, and played my ps. haha. how ancient. but it was fun and enjoyable, more than i expected it to be. =)

then i went to cartel with louis, where we had our usual half-priced cakes feast with loads of cartel bread topped with butter and suger. and for louis' personal preference, he had water on his bread too. aye, his weird eating methods again. haha. but then, i think that method which he taught me, where you dip cartel bread piece into tomato ketchup, then into cheese powder, was extremely nice. but alas, cartel no longer serves free-flow cheese. i think its their prevention methods to reduce their loss, for fear of bread-and-cheese-devouring customers like us. haha.

alright. into a night of fruitfulness. adios.

2007-11-06T08:35:00.000-08:00

i dont really care anymore. help me to prize You above all else. help me stop being distracted. despite all my impure and imperfect motives, help me to truly seek your heart and face. ive never felt like this in a long time, where i really really said, all i want is you. a heart yearning ernestly for you. God, make my heart yours. make my heart obedient to you. capture my heart always, like you just did.

man are forgetful creatures. engrave these truths in my heart. ground it in me. make me never to shove you aside, again. i want to fall into your arms and cry, holy holy, is the Lord almighty. holy holy, is my father all mighty. mighty mighty, is his arms ever ready. great is thy love. God, keep things always like that as i push myself constantly to commit to you.

help me. and let it be so, amen.

2007-11-05T06:20:00.000-08:00

ahah. im having an over dosage of the computer. it gives my headache frequently now. ://
anw, there's constantly a sluggish urge to drop everything i have to do, should do, must do, and etc, and go dwell in all laziness in the world. buttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, cannot. T.T
just read this,

proverbs21:25
the sluggard's cravings will be the
death of him
because his hands refuse to work.

anw i went to jog with weisiang on sunday! and yay im proud to have finally worked out on my own like that. haha. i think i shall go run every sunday, plus during some weekday too! =) i feel that i can be so fit! haha. and i can look better in all my outfits. cause like, alot of them are kinda baggy. haha. so, yay!

anw, camp's coming! =) haha.

2007-11-01T18:22:00.000-07:00

yay im very glad to be here. actually, alot of times i say that im not a morning person. but then here i am waking up on my own accord at 8.30am and blogging this now.

cause, the truth is that when i have a good night's worth of rest, i actually do enjoy morning alot. i like the feeling that, the day is early, and there is ample time to do all that you want to do. but, i only get that feeling at home, hah.

so im gna take advantage of now and go do all what i wna do. yay.
like go pract piano, play guitar, read more bible, books, etc etc etc. haha. this is really a grt start to my hols and i wna sustain it! =D

right, im off. =)

anw, ystd my verse of the day was...

proverbs 19:22
What a man desires is unfailing love;
better to be poor than a liar.

i hope to gain deeper insight into it. aha.
anw i just wrapped my bible last night and it looks gd! =D

2007-11-01T11:07:00.000-07:00

thank God for technology!

thank God for biblegateway.com! =D

2007-10-31T07:39:00.000-07:00

the importance of being spiritually connected to the source, as you go through all the high and lows. there's no way you will be able to maintain that joy of serving through high and lows, without being plugged into Him consistently...

aye. i must be connected more.

i shall read His letter for me. hoho.

anw, today was quite mundane. tell me, WHAT IS PW MAN.
YAY PW IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. but then i want to maximise my time. so i need to inculcate the habit of planning. wah. i need to anticipate growth this month. of course also i need to be intentional about it! =)

anyway, the rest of the class went to eat sakae aft sch. but then, i was very broke alr, aft all that i have spent the previous day. so i didnt join them. then went to loiter around amkhub, before meeting jontay. had an enjoyable time of sharing, somehow. =)

ahh. alot of thoughts poking me now. i nd to dump to God.

2007-10-27T10:45:00.002-07:00

i discover that i do not like to blog things in an chronological manner. hence i rarely to write about the happenings of my day. rather, I prefer to just write about things in general or aspects which i prefer to focus on.

anyway, im really gonna ~~indulge~~ tryout online shopping. cause its waaay cheaper than all the clothes found on the streets comparatively.

some sites for you to try,
http://www.ae.com/
http://www.aeropostale.com

kopped from those who shop online often. anyway, i want to apply today's sermon. about physical health and spiritually.

2007-10-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

suddenly i rmb the word spoken to me during one of the earlier wam nights.

the word of encouragements from God during the WAM vision on monday.

1. dont' worry about your experiences. they will aid you, and you'll be fruitful.
2. though at times your circumstance can be tough and difficult, but as you trust in the LORD always, you'll be able to go through it.

and i'm seeing them come to past. God is faithful. amen. =)
everything just falls so nicely into place,
even words which come from subsequent prayers.
your marvellous master piece.

2007-10-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

GOD! what happened to me. i lost my way of familiarity. I feel like writting this here, but maybe i should just write it elsewhere. where only some people may know.

2007-10-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

nth much to blog recently, cause really nothing much to blog about anyway,
anyway, FYI, topman has 50% off on selected goods now. im not sure if its island wide, but the one at marina square is 50% off. =)

suddenly, i dno what to blog alr.

and i think what shirls said was very true. sometimes you just forget how it feels to be thirsty, after living there for a long time. help me to make the route to the spring relevant and accessible to people around. and, i really nd to sprout out of my current shell.

i thank God for His love, grace and mercy. three things manifested in different ways that i cannot live without.

2007-10-21T00:31:00.000-07:00

just watched secret again with louis. haha. its really nice. and i just got the OST from zhiwei too. =)

i dont like sundays... makes me feel uberly phleg.

2007-10-14T10:31:00.000-07:00

was in this state of feeling a whole lot of Godlessness after sleeping through half the day literally... but kinda recovered after doing some stuff, and offing this site's background music and when i started blog hopping...

anyway, i guess its really late for me to post this but aye, i really want to thank all the people's who's either sms-ed me, bought me presents/cards, or have wished me happy birthday in one way or another! =)

and thanks to the ppl who've sms-ed me, namely:
heidi, karen, adelene, yihui, layling, weisiang, zhouyang, xiuqi, singhun, huilong, zhicai, jie, xingyi, yeongdeng, nich, kerine, limin, guozhang, debbie, jontay, zhiwei, jeremy, kar, mum,

and special thanks to ajcg! who very sweetly made this book/card for me. it was called, "jokes for dummbies". aye, but i appreciate all the msg-es written and efforts to make it! (kudos to pohchoon! haha.) =D

katarina, pohchoon, yihan, angela, weekeong, liting, edward, gavin, yihui, jontay, weisiang, zhiwei, huiying and kangseng!
also to zhixian, xingyi, debbie!

and my reflexes were quick enough to avoid pohchoon's attempt to pie my face with the face they bought me. thanks for the wallet too! I'll take lots of care to make sure i dont lose it... :x

ahahaha. no pictures to upload yet, will upload again when i got hold of any. =D

2007-10-05T09:22:00.003-07:00

yay, promos are finally a history. =)

im so glad its over now. i was really getting sick of studying, visiting amk library faithfully everyday after school. i've been there for 2 weeks straight, from sunday to sunday, (excluding sat, cause got service. haha.) so im really sick of the food there... anyway i just realised that the library do actually have some great books there! i found Nausicaa there, and i borrowed book3 and 6 home. but the interesting fact is that, although the whole series is from 1 to 9, the the library only have copies of 1, 3, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9. ie, they dont have 2 and 4 la. ://///

so, finally a breather for me. cause i think ive been like studying for 3 weeks. hah. but i know ppl who started way before so i shant rant abt it. :x

and now that promos are over, i realised that i havent been coming online for close to 5 days. heh. cause i kinda told me mum to hide my laptop so i got nothing to lose. anyway, studying's been quite healthy, cause i study at proper and normal hours now. and not like till 3-4am with caffeine keeping me barely awake. so yay, breakthrough for me. =)

and through this period, im extremely grateful to God, pohchoon, yihui, weekeong, sunny, and all those who taught me stuff/prayed for me/smsed me. hah. i appreciate it.

and now there's 101 things that i really want to do now. i hope i can really, enjoy and have a goood break. and, i think i need to have a spiritual retreat soooooooooooon. habit of solitude. =O

shall plan it. =D

2007-09-27T10:43:00.000-07:00

i hurt my toe while playing blindmice on the slippery and wet playground earlier. (details omitted cause it gives me trauma. :/) and it was because i was bare footed, just for that moment which i attempted to be keh kiang.
and it hurts now,

worst after i iced it. -.-

hope it heals well by tmr...

T_T

2007-09-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

i took 55 three times today. :///

ok, gna slp soon so i can wake up early to study.
God, help me.

2007-09-19T07:11:00.000-07:00

I HATE IT WHEN I'M DOWN WITH COLD.

and i gotta study hard. i dont think i can finish my workload tonight... i'll rest very quickly, and go on chionging!!!!

2007-09-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

rawr. you know, every now and then there'll be flashbacks that come into your mind. either randomly, or through a picture, scene, deja vu, song or a person just remind you of a particular instance, somehow.

and somehow, i tend to rememeber those which i regret, alot.

somehow, those which i know i shouldnt have done. cause they led to certain unsound consequences, or leaving someone discouraged. leaving a stain and blemish, in someone's life, or a knot, which i have to untie later for sure.

i hope i dont think too much of what i regret. hah. but i also hope that i remember them, so that i'll grow outta 'em. and not repeat the same mistake.

today i didnt regret. cause He filled me wholly.
that He reassured me, that He was the only who could fill me whole. He would never make paths chosen for Him, and hearts/actions for Him to go to waste. He never shortchanges people.

Praise and Worship is good. It fills you. =)

I went for JUMP!! Hehe. With abit of the heart of David. one which simply wants a closer relationship with Him, at the end of the day. disliking attention, fame, and honour. he puts them aside, and longs to sing all the long, and does what would just put that smile on His face. longs to just do what God tells him to do, even it means faithfully, and literally taking care of sheep in the pasture.

a heart of david, I desire. :)
i'm still not there! but i want!

p ass the
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less than 2 weeks. increased obedience and self-discipline!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

saw this in an email. lol.

- start quote -
"...If Google had a black screen, taking in account the huge number of page views, according to calculations, 750 mega watts/hour per year would be saved."

In response, Google has created a black version of its search engine, called Blackle, with the exact same functions as the white version, but obviously with lower energy consumption: Spread the word... instead of google.com, use www.blackle.com

If everyone switched to blackle, you would be doing the world a great service! So while we can't exactly reduce our computer usage with the massive amounts of emails coming at us everyday, let us try to reduce a teeny weeny bit of electricity used by us! SPREAD THE MSG OKAY.

- end quote -

2007-09-16T03:35:00.000-07:00

~~oh hello! =)~~

for a moment i thought i was talking on msn. lol.
so tired and worn out this weekend, tho' i think i have caught up in my sleep already. but now's the time to catch up with work. aye.

zzzzzzzz.

had anniversary yesterday! and the choir was cool, with colours of pink, green, black and purple splashed all over! heh.

my mind's too dead to discuss antyhing properly and deeply now...

2007-09-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

ah I DESPERATELY NEED TUITION for phy, and prolly math abit. :////
shaky, completely.

PROMOS in 21 days. ah, jiu ming.

jon please be focused.

went studying today. susposed to wake up at 8.30, but in the end woke up completely at 12+. :x then i made my way down to amk library, reaching there at about 2+. to do mugging, and hmwk-ing. wasnt, very fruitful. :/ cause i was doing math and it was very slow. but better than nothing, cause i completed DE! =) i need to find a more efficient way to work...

then snacked all the way, before leaving at 9pm. still got alot more to do.

remind me about meeting people's needs.

2007-09-08T11:47:00.000-07:00

heal my heart and make it clean
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love, like You have loved me

Break my heart for what break yours,
everything I am, for your Kingdom's cause
as I walk from earth into, Eternity

Hosanna, Hosanna
Hosanna in the Highest,

For you,

everytime i see shirley lead worship,
its like you really can feel that she goes up one notch in her relationship with God, in her obedience to God, in everything. and as Pastor Jeff preached today, I can really sensed how he has grown, and therefore imparted.

grow me as well. although im not very desperate now, that the feelings are not there for me to ride on, but help me to get it done. help me be that Daniel, in wherever I am. blessed to bless, and all.

disciplined. focused. lateness. negligence.

2007-09-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

OH HI THERE.

I just went to sing for HopeKids LIVE! thingy, about Ah Boy's Missing Music. Quite funny, la. But the kids weren't as heart-melting as one of the segment I saw during Anniversary. The philippino kids were doing something REALLY CUTE. You'll definitely melt and die one.

Anyway, i realised how dead i am in my studies. Havent mugged. :/

SELF-DISCPLINE...!

2007-09-01T10:18:00.000-07:00

hah, just reached home not long ago. just a few minutes back.
and just finished reading the deathly hallows, so i feel like blogging.

so it seems that everything has ended. though the book ended somewhat choppy, but its alright. it still brings everything to the end well. just that you know that its the end, that you'd miss harry potter abit. you wont be able to read about his new adventures much anymore. anyway, its a good idea to end. if it drones on, then it gets boring. but i wanna applaud jk. rowling to be able to write well. the way she precisely describes the scenes and feelings in the book, its good la. i hope to learn to write like her, somewhat. cause i simply fail at descriptive writing.

and cause of the happy and sweet ending, it causes me to feel... complete. haha. like help me transit into my house setting. aye, random.

haha. =)
i feel quite happy, i dno why. like suddenly everything seems alright, that everything is so ideal at the moment, (though i do know that there are problems and things lurking by). lets hope for something to wake me up from this dreamy state of content and... niceness.

anyway, before i reached my house, i was hanging out with yihui, layling and rach after our cg dota session! anw, wilson must be pretty bored by the imba-ness. hah. and then kat was the best amongst the sisters cause she had more experience. then ya, managed to have quite an okay game la. but the first time we played in that small group of 5-6 was so much more fun la! haha. alrights, J2s, we'll dota more after your prelims. heh.

ate dinner with shawn and weekeong at ps kfc, where i started this attack on weekeong which caused all of us to be so wary of each other, that we might pose our strike on each other any moment. in the end, shawn was roshan, the neutral crypt, whilst i was at odds-end with weekeong. HAH.

then jontay joined us, and we walked around. went to carrefour to buy this 2 for $4.50 dory fish, (its near the bread section there! its quite a grab! jontay's recomendation!). so one person only affords only about $1.25 lar. =) but they randomly shoved money into my hand and we just paid at the counter. and ate at the fountain place at the old macdonalds there where we saw paul2hill. (his hair resembles a shampoo-ed severus snapes' hair, and a mop...) then, we ate and weekeong and shawn left, while i continued following jontay.

went marks and spencers. its getting more populated by the week, that more people are studying there! in the end when we went there, we added upon the atmosphere and silence, and somewhat the studying mood was shifted away. (and i think some of the hcjc ppl there was abit irritated by our presence cause we kept on trying to stifle our laugter after exploding at jontay's joke or sth. then hanged out, and went past toast box. then went past center point taxi stand, where jontay left. thereafter, the rest of us, fongfong, layling, yihui and i left for ps. they bought their very-much-craved bowl of laksa at that open-space foodcourt beside le meridien which cheats tourists' money, and continued our journey...

we walked around looking a place to settle down and get a drink.

and ended up at subway! then yihui got another good deal where the cost of the meal, (cookie + drink) was the cost of the sandwich. haha. i think there's tons of good deals lurking around when shops are closing! it pays somewhat to stay out late, and having cheap, but good supper...

then we left, and i ended up sitting at the staircase beside the mailbox finishing on the last few chapters of the deathly hallows. (cause i assumed my mum would keep on screaming at me for sth to be done and i readlly wanted to quickly finish the book, go up bathed and sleep). which finally brings me to where i am now.

woah! its been an extremely long time since i ever gave just a detailed and long account of whatever that was happening!

anw, on the side note. i was thinking of another cooler design for the class tee. and sadly, layling told me that the emblem thing was out of trend in the design industry already. hah. aye, i'll insist in that theme lar. :/

okok. i really got to sleep now! for tomorrow.
for tomorrow is the day the Lord has made! =)

You spoke quite a fair share to me today! hah. thank you, Lord, Dad, Savior Jesus. I shall pen these down. these precious and powerful truths of love. heh.

2007-08-31T08:15:00.001-07:00

its so hard to be consistent; to be consistently good is something which takes faithfulness.
and i don't want to be sucha bad salt and light lar, but. rawr.

anw on the lighter note, i'm finally reading the Deathly Hallows!
and I got my piano teacher and sin hun to play the secret song on the piano and it really sounds awesome! haha. and somewhat i feel compelled to just secret again. its a nice movie, plus all the really nice sounding piano tracks in it.

i should be off soon.
30 days to promo.
thr aint mch
tym anymre.

2007-08-22T05:13:00.000-07:00

integration sux.

was doing for so long, and that i still couldnt get the answer. -.-

arh. God, help me be more productive, as I seek and depend on You.
Grow me not just in wisdom, but in character.

okok.
i shouldnt use the comp too much alr. off i go.
ps: i have no cca until aft promos. ROX. =D

2007-08-18T09:45:00.000-07:00

whoaaaaaaaa!
we celebrated weekeong's birthday today, with whipped cream and cake and quite share of present! and in the midst of pie-ing, i somewhat hit my tailbone with the back of le meridien foodcourt's chair. and its hurting now... :/

aih. stijwkmitbanlmslosltbaiktrwiswrwganfaishltgeajsd. hciaig!!!!

randomness. no one can ever figure it out, except You.

homewrokkkk.

anw, i made a pact w limin to have control of 1hr of internet/day from monday on. grow in selfcontrol.

2007-08-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

i need to stay away from msn. it is poisonous.
it causes one to stone, to doodle, dawdle and just paralyze and do anything, but waste time and induces unfruitfulness...

gna fast frm it... 1 week. plus blogs and frienster.

anw just watched secret! i nv regretted watching it.
its nice,

but lake house is better! ok, i really, gotta go offfff.

see me, 1 week later.
for all the retention, connection and extension. and, for proximity!

ONE LAST THING.

what i cherish!

2007-08-11T21:50:00.000-07:00

irritating blogger ate up my post.

no time to reblog.
so, ahhh.

nxt time or sth.

2007-08-10T09:15:00.000-07:00

a song's thats been in my head.

Miracle Maker
I’m waiting here for my life to change,
When the waters stir you can rearrange me.
Just one touch is all I need,
I’ve nothing much but the wounds I feel,
I’m looking for the hand of the miracle man.

Holy, you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Holy, you are holy, Saviour, Healer,
I’m standing at the feet of the miracle maker.

I’m holding on, with your life in mine,
Living water’s come,
And you’ve rearranged me.

Holy you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Holy, you are holy,
Saviour, healer,
I’m staring in the face of the miracle maker.

Holy, you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Jesus, precious Jesus,
Thank you, Saviour,
I’m walking in the shoes of my miracle maker.
I’m standing with the faith of a miracle maker.

Written by Delirious? ©2005 Curious? Music UK

i wna, be close to you.
walking, and walking.

and i hope that, they'll all walk close too...
keep, them safe please.

hey hey people out there.
i wna go toilet now. LOL.

random. ciaoo.